Bitterb

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Lately I have had this need of executing myself. And yet I get almost nothing well enough done to submit it here. I'm actually drawing and writing all the time but I feel I get simply nothing done. It's frustrating.

I drew a lot more pictures a couple years ago. I'm afraid I'll stop improving if I don't draw enough. That's probably the reason why drawing has become so hard to me. I'm pushing myself too much and it somehow kills the inspiration. Sure I still enjoy drawing, just not the same way I did before.
And it's kinda the same with writing. It feels bad when I get nothing done. I get almost nothing else done than some stupid little writings in my diary. I keep on asking when are we going to write short stories at school but the teacher never answers me :<<<< It would be easier for me to write if I was given a subject.

I always keep on telling myself "now I'm going to draw more!!" or "now I'm going to be more active on devianART!!" but it never happens really :--D I guess I just am a little lazy...

I would appreciate so so so much if someone would want to commission me. I would be super happy to draw your characters or something else you want me to!
Also if you have some suggestions for a drawing I could make. Some subject for me. I'd be happy to hear it!

And one last thing.
Thank you. For every comment, fave and watch I've got. It really means a lot to me.
♥

Yeah I decided to do a kiriban again. If you don't know what a kiriban is yet then just read this: bitterb.deviantart.com/journal…
So if you're on my page when I have exactly 20,000 pageviews send me a note and a screenshot of my page and I'll draw something for you. You can also choose what I draw to you, some of your OC's for example.
I don't know if anyone is interested about having a picture drawn by me but I hope someone likes this and tries to catch my kiriban. c: Good luck everyone!

And I'm also doing point commissions so if you're interested you can note me about that too <; I'll tell about the prices personally if you note me.

I'm really like hundred times more inactive than when I joined deviantart and it makes me feel kinda bad. I'd like to comment and fave more but I feel like I don't know what to comment when I'm forcing myself too much to do it. I'd also like to draw more but I'm out of ideas all the time :c

There's still way to go for 20,000 pageviews but I'm looking forward to it!